Fatigue

I feel so tired but I can't even sleep.
My day was so weird and I can't hit delete.
I can't ever be around people for too long.
It makes me act weird and not get along.
When I'm like this I never have a good time.
I just want to leave but I sit and stay.
Next time I'll escape much more quickly.
You won't know the exact time when I left.
For when you notice I will be long gone.
There will be no time to begin to suggest.
Forget about me and I'll forget about you.
Too bad it can't be that easy for us to erase.
I don't want to forget when I've forgotten.
But now that it pains me I want all of nothing.
Go away bad memories, no not those memories.
Weird and awful anythings that come and go.
Sleep is what I need to survive another moment.
Good rest will take me out of this sweet misery.